No! Don't Stab my back pls~

My UBS boss treat me for lunch at Swiss Culture. Every time treat me, she's so good to me... Hee~ I'm blessed... Ate 3 Set  Salmon steak course. Pretty nice though, but the price is a bit costly... Happened to take a glance at the menu and every set is like 30 plus? Good relaxation after struggling whole morning with the troublesome Invoices I need to tally and bill.

I have a few spiritual attacks recently, one yesterday, and two today. As you all know, I have been newly transferred to Corporate Admin Services in UBS and at the same time, taking the role of Mailroom Team Leader as well. 2 roles at a time, tough... The sad thing was, my friend told me yesterday that someone from my mailroom team backstab me, saying I so stupid go work for UBS. I was like, hello? Can I say no when my manager ask me whether I'm able to take the role? It was kinda disappointing to say things like that coming from your own team. 

Today, I had another shock with what my supervisor asked me. Because of my new role in UBS, I don't have much time to be in the mailroom. She asked me, "Actually you HAVE time to come back mailroom one, right? How come last time Rahman is so free? Now you take over from him and you seems so busy?". This was a big stab on my heart, I put 120% on my work and now she's saying that I'm acting busy on purpose? I bet she didn't realise Rahman's been working in UBS for 25 years and he can do his things with 2 eyes closed and get it done within the hour? Which she didn't even know that he's not doing his job well for the past 25 years because I found a lot of errors and loopholes in his records and work?

At night, after the relaxed chit chat with my old colleague from ORQ, I discovered that one colleague from my previous mailroom team at ORQ said I don't deserve the "Best Employee Award". He says I'm always on leave, MC and criticize my way of working... I'm pretty shaken by all these remarks... Each hit was like hammering on my confidence and faith. By all these jealous ppl who will only criticize just because they are not the one at the top. I prayed and prayed, and I thank God for giving me this, "forgive & forget" attitude that I'm able to get over it before the night ends. Jiayou wor, I can do it!

Time to take a bath and make myself "clean" again... ^_^

Hot Weather Burned a Hole in my Pocket!

Woke up on a hot and humid day preparing to take a nice bath, change up and get ready to go out with my Dear. Not only the weather is irritating me, even the bus is.... waited like almost 30 mins for bus 969? On a hot day where I'm sweating even under the shade? Luckily the journey to Tampines was short enough to end my torture...

Had lunch with Dear at BBQ Chicken and the food there wasn't too bad at all, although a little bit costly. Shopping on weekends at Tampines makes you wonder why are you even here at all? There's so many ppl there, everywhere you turn, you can only move inches before you hit someone. We custom-made a pair of rings for our 2 years Anniversary which is coming REAL soon~ After the main task for the day was done, we went SHOPPING! I bought a pair of pants, a belt and 2 tees for only 70 bucks. Dear also bought a few tees and we have to drag ourselves out of the shop before our wallets really go empty... Haha~

After shopping, we had Ice-cream at Mac and we parted ways soon. Dear has to go for her Grandma's Birthday Celebration and I went back home to rest... Lastly, here I am, sitting in front of the computer trying typing this little journey of my interesting and Heartbroken day(BROKE LE!).... Lol~

Stay tune to my next blog... Ciao~

A time of Close Encounter with God

Today's cell group was good. So many unhappy things happened and I felt God's presence telling me that this is the time for me to come out from my hiding place and start to do what He has in plan for me. Stop hiding behind the screen and come out to bring everyone together, he said. Well, not all things that happened are unhappy events. I was awarded the "Best Employee Award of the Year" aka "Star Award" by my company last week. A total surprise for me! God is telling me, "Son, where no one seems to care, I have seen your efforts in the marketplace, and this is what you deserved."

Service was definitely GREAT! So many have fallen under the deliverance of God thru Rev Mike Connell. When the alter call came, surprisingly my mind was clear and felt very peaceful. Only the pain and hurt I saw on those who fell hurts me, but I know they will be healed after this, so I began to smile. I have a good brother, a good girlfriend, a good family, a good cell group and a good God. What more can I asked for?

For those who left, I know in my heart, that one day, they will be back and reunited with God. ^_^
Looking forward to sunday where I can meet my Dear out for lunch and SHOPPING! Haha~ Oh, did I miss out the movie, X-men which I watched with my bro was good? So many things to enjoy in life, no time to think of unhappy things la... hmm... time for some supper... hungry... See ya, folks!

What is to come, has to come...

So many things happening around for the past few months. Sad, happy or stressful things has come to pay us a visit. I can still remember the days where everyone was so happy and so many gathered together in our family under the name of God, where everyone's eyes are full of of the vision & image of God. Well, sometimes in life, not everything will happen the way we expect them to be, there's bound to be ups and falls. only on each fall, you can climb higher & higher each time, to reach the height where you have nv reach before.

Now the test from God is upon some of us, who can go thru the trials of all these tests that hit so hard and still believe in Him, have faith in Him that he will lead us thru. Many has failed and many has quit. Friends, let me assure you that we can't do things alone, we are not GOD, we are one big family. Whenever we have problems, we solve it together, whenever we have hardship, we go thru it together and whenever we have fun, we will be together. Brothers and Sisters, when you see someone in our family feeling sad, take the initiative to approach him/her, give him/her a smile and chat with him/her. You may not to solve his/her problem, but you have shown him/her, there's one more person in this world that cares about how he/her feels.

Life can be cruel if we keeps on thinking the negative way. Sometimes when bad things suddenly hit us, we tend to be shaken and panic to find a solution but to find more worries in the end. We have to do things where God wanted us to do, slow down, look at the problem thoroughly and you will find that the solution is so simple that it's not even a problem at all. He doesn't want us to rush thru things so fast that we missed the opportunity to see the solution and to enjoy the process and not hating it. Hatred, sadness will get us nowhere, God never meant to create all these when he first came. Let me teach you one very simple method where everyone seems to forget when bad things strike us so hard. Laughter! Yes, it's that simple. Don't you also feel good when you see someone laughing so happily or when someone comes to you and gives you a big smile?  

There are so many things I had regretted in life, but one thing I will nv regret is, I believe in Him, I have trusted in Him and I am a Christian. ^_^

Well, time to go back to my Hibernation in my cave (bed)... Hee~

I'm Back?

Yo, very long never blog le.. Haha, been playing with twitter and facebook recently... Paisei Paisei... Woke up pretty early these 2 days.. like 8am? on weekends? Never been so refreshed before, which is a good thing. Went for a hair cut on Sat, had a new hair style and it looked nice... Got quite a few good comments from the ppl around me. Hee~

Went out with my dear on Sun afternoon to Vivo for shopping, dinner and also watching the movie, "Coming Soon". Had Carl's Junior for dinner and man, it was so full... spent like 1 hr there digesting? Lol~ Now I feel like eating it again... Yummy~ After that we went for our movie, the movie was quite scary due to the fact that it was happening in the cinema? and... we are like... in the cinema too? I never like horror show, spend money to scare yoruself... LOL~ Humans are weird...

Reached home around 11pm and I was dead beat.... Chat with deary for a while before we both go for our beauty sleep. Around 2am, where I'm already sound asleep and by right NOTHING can wake me up when I'm sleeping..ahem... I woke up hearing my hp's msg tone. It was from dear and that she's scared and can't sleep. Immediately I gave her a call, comfort her, sang christian songs for her, told her that the lord will always be with her and protect her from all evil and I prayed for her. Indeed, after the prayers, her fear has lessen and was able to sleep. Oh well, NOW I'm awake.. HAHA~ That's why I'm writing my blog at this hour. It's ok, because I'm on leave for the next 2 days... YIPEE~

No matter what difficulty I faced, how high the mountain seems to be, if I believe and trust in HIM, nothing is impossible.

Acts 2:25-26

Birthday!

Haiz... Fell sick on tuesday and was hoping and praying that I will be alright on Wednesday which is my birthday. That day come le and I woke up with... a HEADACHE! OMG~ more problems... keep having diarhoea... Prayed so hard and thank God that i feel better in the afternoon and went out with my dear as planned...

It rained when we went in the train there... luckily enough, it stopped raining the moment we reached there... Wow, God is really taking care of me.. hee... guess what, we go... ICE  SKATING~!!! First time ice skating, kinda excited.. ^_^ It was so fun... oh man, I love ice skate... think I can be like those pro if I practice more? hee... I can skate very well at my first attempt... feel so accomplished...

After that, we went to esplanade and eat ICHIBAN SUSHI~! Haha, nv die before, right? Kanna food poisoning still eat jap food. Well... I paid the price... today and tomolo... hee... (MC)
Oh did I forgot to mention that I received a lot of birthday msg from my friends and cell members? so blessed this year. After the dinner, we go sit beside Singapore river enjoy the view and the accompany of each other with romantic music, cos there's a Chinese orchestra performance right behind. At that time SP called to wish happy birthday n he just got out of his camp. Thanks for remembering me when you just booked out. ^_^

Hmm... Now, for the presents?
 



My mom bought a small cake for me too.. ^_^ I'm so touched.. Thanks mom and thanks to all who celebrated for me, especially my Dear.

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No Longer I but We

I made a lot of decisions before that makes me regret, but I had not regret coming to church, knowing God and He blessed me with such a good cell group, S33! Not forgetting my beloved gf who never abandons me, although she makes a lot of silly mistakes which makes me scold her every time. Hee~ My birthday used to be another lonely day for me, however, ever since I know my cell and my gf, I know for sure that my birthday won't be lonely again. ^_^ Thanks for the wonderful card and present!

As this is a new year, my wish is to be able to clear my debts and increase my assets to prepare for the future, ahem... I have to work hard on my studies as well, so that I can finally go work in the field that I desire in the market place.

A lot of decisions to be made this year and hope I can live up to my own promises. I guess one good point about me is I'm always able to cheer myself up despite the bad situation I'm in, and of course, another good point is.... I'm FOREVER 19! LOL~

New Year, New Begining!

After New Year le, now it's time for Chinese New Year. Oh Man, the start of the year is really a busy month for me... Start of New term for my part time course, my company is starting a new system and I'm one of the key person for it as I had to get the database done in time plus oversee everything. More and more roles and responsibility. Haha, well, I'm sure everything will work fine for me, I have faith in "HIM"... ^_^

Last weekend, I finally get my lazy bones up and do a full spring cleaning for my room... It took me one whole day and guess what? The things I had to throw volumes up to 3 big BOXES! Oh gosh~ I'm surprised... After a hard day work... I never had such a clean room for a long long time~ Feels so accomplished, hee~

New Year of course must have new plans la. As I have quite some heavy debts to clear... I made a plan and created a monthly database for my debts. It's time to get my lazy bones up and running, man... Really thankful for GOD blessed me with a good cell, a good church and a good gf who never abandon me. Ok la, time to do my work le.. busy busy~ ^_^

New Year!

Finally, my cousin, Catherine, is back from Canada, but she will be here for a week only before going back. Such a short period, haven't seen her for years... Went out with her for shopping together with my sisters, my bro and most of my other cousins... Too bad my dear can't come along cos she has to go for a chalet with her cell. After a day of shopping, we went to reward ourselves with Ichiban Sushi!!! Yummy~
Kinda sad that the day ends so soon... time to say goodbye to her and go back home... We are coming out for a movie gathering on New Year's Day too... Looking forward to it.. ^_^

Long Awaited Blog... Haha~

Yo guys, long time never blog le.. sorry ah.. haha. Busy recently... with work, class...etc... Finally Ming Yao is back from his long sailing to France! So glad to see him in church today. As usual, service was good today, but I went off earlier before Prayer Meeting cos I need to rush my project proposal. Went JE to eat dinner with Deary and my bro, and look around for my PS3 controller a while before going home.
Haiz... so tired, so many things to do, so little time... Well, at least I can say I lived a meaningful and challenging life, lol~ Tomorrow is SUNDAY, and I still need to go back office to settle something... sobs~ good thing OT is given, at least not so bad la. Ok la, will try to update my blog more often as so not to disappoint you all so much.. hee~ Back to rushing my proposal le, Ciao~

New Year Eve

2 and a half hrs more to 2008 and I'm still sitting at home in front of my lappy... Waiting for me Dear to finish her appreciation night with her cell group and going her house later, hee... This year is finally coming to an end. Time for a new battle in 2008, will I survive? Or will I be defeat by the new era? well, that's what's exciting about it... trying our best to succeed in life.

My birthday coming so soon~ NO~~ I won't be defeated by my AGE! haha~ ok, enough crazy le, let's hope my new year will be a fruitful one and hereby wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Ciao~

I'm Back?

After so long, finally started to write back this blog... All thanks to me dear... keep seeing her blog oso makes me feel like blogging, although i got nothing much to blog... Oh well, Guess I will just Gibbish here ba...
Everyday after work so tired, haiz, not much time to acc me dear or friends. A lot of things had happened since I last blogged, but I guess i still can manage? Anyway, the thing to worry now is my IPPT, deadline in FEB? OMG~ No time, No time~
Hmmm... Hopefully Santa can bring me more "Time" when he comes this year end. Feeling bored at my boring blog? K la~ Look forward to Gibbish Part 2 next time... Ciao~

Tiring?

These few days have been so tiring...

I WON!

Beep! Beep! That's the sound i like, especially when you see what's inside your sms. Never did I expect to win a pair of free tickets to "The Reaping" movie preview. Cool huh? Went to watch it with my friend. Quite a short show, the show may be a chim cos there's no SUBTITLE! T_T
Feel great.. long time since I came out till so late... ah~ the memories... hmm... no no, don't be mistaken, I'm still young... hee...